走出來

上星期和同學們一起溫習，我負責用電腦整理筆記，他們負責找出穴位正確定位及針刺的操作手法。

夜深了，同學們談論著生命的話題，一時感觸，我說了自己的事情，雖然他們都知道這件事，但從來沒有人敢提起，我說過的應該不會超過十個字。才說了一句，鄰座昂藏六呎的男班長竟然哽咽起來，哇，不得了，眼有淚光！

有這樣的剖白，全因數天前同學見我勞累的樣子，不禁問：你知道自己的生命是為了甚麼嗎？是為人而活，還是為自己而活？看你勞累的樣子，生活根本沒有素質可言。我打斷了她：別說了，再問下去我會質疑生命！這問句不斷在我腦海盤旋。我到底為甚麼而活？！


想起這首歌：
Do you know where you're going to~Diana Ross




Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to? Do you know?
Do you get what you're hoping for?
When you look behind you there's no open door
What are you hoping for?
Do you know...?

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies that filled our minds
You knew I loved you, but my spirit was free
Laughing at the questions that you once asked of me

Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know...?

Now, looking back at all we've planned
We've let so many dreams just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long before we'll see
How sad the answers to those questions can be!

Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know...?

Do you get what you're hoping for?
When you look behind you there's no open door
What are you hoping for?
Do you know...?